sitting up isn't all that pretty either, eck.
I have a firm bed- If this is the reason, I am falling back on getting a 4" mem. foam top cuz OMG
Once I got the kinks out this morning I started writing. I start my blogs in word documents to aid in formatting. I wrote a couple pages, referenced a conversation with Laina about my stupid ex gf's, etc.
But, like in the past, WORD performed a fatal error and deleted my document. No recovering my thoughts- nuthin. Grr- I wrote A LOT too... bright side, rewriting this documents cuts out the wordy-wordy drivel. Grr #2 - this is just another reminder that maybe I should get a MAC and call it good.
While writing I focused on relationships and how they have shaped the person I'm today.
How getting rid of the negative thoughts reg the flailing relationships will enrich my betterment and happiness. I cannot continue thinking negatively about people because it will show in my actions or lack there of.


